Sunday, 23 March 2014

if one day :'(

If one day you realize that we're drifting apart,notice that we haven’t talked in a while, it’s not because I don’t care anymore.it's because you've pushed me away.
If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh.But I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop.But I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you.. And I promise to be very quiet.
If one day you decided to give up on me, I'll understand. And if I remembered you, I'd be grateful for the fact that in my life, I got a taste of best things life can offer. And it happened when you came to me.
If one day I don’t fight back for what you have done to me,it’s doesn’t mean Im weak. It means I’m mature enough to know that anger won’t solve anything.
If one day you can honestly look into my eyes and tell me that you don't love me and you’re in love with someone, then I will let you walk out of my life.
If one day, you are to walk out of my life,I promise I will never whine and never ask ' why?'
But in return, promise me that you shall give me back a few things that I ask for.
Promise me that you will give me back the endless sleepless nights I spent talking with you.
Promise me that you will give me back the millions of tears I cried begging God to give me you.
Promise me that you will give me back the hours I spent dreaming of a life with you.
Promise me that you will give me back all the hopes and faith I had in my heart.
All those tears I could have cried for something.
All the hopes I had in our love and the faith I had in you could have been directed to God.
If one day you realize you made a mistake, remember you pushed me away and left me there to stay.
If one day you want to say sorry for everything you did, you just forgot the promise that you said.
If one day you realize I'm not longer there, remember you finally lost the only one who cared.
I've learned in life... Love - but not too much. Give but leave something for myself. Fight - but learn to let go. Cry - but try to move on. And most of all... Don't overuse my heart in loving someone. Sometimes we need to use our brain, to stop the pain.
I'm sorry. I know we fight, but who doesn't? We aren't perfect. We're gonna fight sometimes. But I'm never going to stop loving you, no matter how much we fight or what we fight about. I just want to let you know that I love you and the reason I'm apologizing, whether I started it or not, is because I love you more. I would rather lose a stupid argument than lose you.
Dear God,
If one day I lose my hope and purpose, give me confidence that your destiny is better than everything I want and I dreamed.Please protect me both from the negativity of others and continue to bless me.
In Shaa Allah.Aminnn.

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